on thinking cap.
mother is by my side, talking. not nagging. and she now starts to nag. damn. well, a bit about life here and there. and mother says, father wants an apology. its been 4 days since me and father never laid eye on one other. and, seriously it feels like shit. to avoid his presence, pretending he is never there, even though we're under the same roof. and mother says, i have a head as hard as a rock. to put it easier, hard-headed. fine, i shall rest my case. things in school is slowly starting to perk up, and im trying my best to feel good about everything. even though small gestures i notice pulls me down. its hard for a start. and that everything now is rather awkward for me. i have close friends which is getting apart. and sadly, im not alone. someone in the same boat, we row together. and they say, friends come and go. but i disagree. but theres a song where it says the word "bestfriend" was redefined. ok, whatever with whatever im blabbering about. i just want things to work out like it had the first time we shake hands, introducing ourselves to one another. that getting to know each other process. the sincere hugs when we bid our goodbyes. the sincere smiles and laughter whenever the laughing gas got into us. all the usual happiness. make it come back. for now, case close.
a fast day in school, even though we had 3 hours of visual arts with Kay. then music lesson at 3 with Mr Lim. music lessons is getting more interesting as weeks go by. minus the part where i'll just go BLANK whenever mr lim write some exercises on the board for us. met up Shahidah GF, for some 'serious' shopping at vivo. got ewan's stuff for his birthday and more stuffs for Sha herself. she's all about flowers today, and i bet she bought 1/4 of the shop's 'flower-headband/accessorise' collection.lol. and i bumped into TASHA LEE!!!!!! she is one happykid!! :D
went for the purnama short film thing with wawa, jen and a few of their other friends at O school. the climb up was as usual, really triggers our kneecaps/knee/feel/leg. but overall, the films today is really touchy and funny. espacially "sunat"! the little boy is sooooo cute!:D as in kiddy cute, not the 'other' definition of cute.ahaa... and jen is cute in the "aku melayu" film..she cant stop swearing whenever her face got onto the screen.lol!! oh the films, TWO THUMBS UP! AWESOME! not to mention i saw some familiar faces there.heh.
now, i am the last to know.
rainbow rush(: