dont pretend.
i dont know where i went wrong. is to prioritize school wrong, or must we follow our lazyness due to being sick more important. i rather put school first. and what is soo wrong about it, until you got fcuked-up about being too much about school. father is being unreasonable. for all it means, i fucking hate him. thank you so much for swearing and going physical on me. just for the reason that i need medication due to the worsening condition and an MC for an afternoon lesson i've missed. if he thinks shouting and beatings might change me, it wont. i'll only rebel. who the fcuk likes to get scolded bacause of school. what with the upcoming exams and there's so much revision to do. plus, this condition i am in. the worst father said is for me to stop schooling and to start working. which fcuking parent discourage their children from schooling. the fcuking father. all you think is yourself. you dont give a shit how the other family members feels. and we're suppose to fcuking care about you. only you. how much more selfish can you get. for goodness sake, yes you're the head of the family, but what are we? animals?! you're so screwed up. you prioritize yourself before all of us. even your own blood. you'll act sincere, but start to rake up the past whenever something get on your nerves. everyone have to care for your feelings. even grandma. you even pick a fight with her a year ago. just because she made her own decision for herself. you're fcuking selfish. and i fcuking hate you. for all i know, you have made me who i am now, and im not going to turn back ever. the more you hate it, the more i'll do it. fcuk your feelings. why must i care, when you dont give a shit of how i feels. and hey friend, i see you found someone to lean on. and im no longer there.
rainbow rush(: