the changing of winds.
its different. unlike any other days, today got the best of me. this mixed feelings. im not tied down, but i have nothing to rely on. the distance between me and some friends are getting apart as days pass. and im nowhere near being glad/happy about that. quite saddening it seems, but im thankful for those who are still around to help me through. for now, only thoughts encircling my mind.
on a lighter note, i think everything is kind of in a state of daze. for me i suppose. joy and laughter i can't express well, like i used to. but im thankful for wawa,jina,sera,sally,nurul,jenelle for making my day in arthur soh's ever-so-damn-boring class. sally with her la senza, nurul with her kenot-tahan-very-funny self and jenelle with 'hey gorgeous'. thankyou wawa and fiee for the advice. im taking time to think/evaluate/conclude. i know its something difficult to go through, and god is testing us for he knows we are able to handle it. unfortunately, not all humans are strong for this. and im one of them. and jina, thanks a ton for excel's(:
for now, im looking forward to the upcoming events lined-up. but im still badly disturbed.
the family is having a downturn for the meantime too. though father is on a good mood today. for no damn reason, acting as if nothing happens. stop being merry, you're irritating the hell out of me. i prefer you like, normal?!
and. i miss bestie.
rainbow rush(: