where'd you go.i miss you so.
remember that night at the beach. we felt good together. you shudder when we hug.
and you have to go after what had happen. once, i've told you drinking will kill. it does. one way or another, they said you were drunk. what have you done. why so foolish. why stupidity runs in you. why, dont you even think. once you've said life was meaningless to you. but why this way. i dont know how to react. youve been a part of me. for a short while. and you were there. always there. and i have been a disappointment. i let you down. the reason was you. never me. and now you let yourself down. youre so selfish. and for once i thought youve changed. baby, im deeply sorry you have to go. even it cuts right through me. rest in peace my dear boy.
i'll always love you.
for casper.
rainbow rush(:
