in hoping and failing.
i use to think that one will change when he/she gets to know someone new. but, thinking furthur, i don't think it does. well, maybe a little, depending how much that certain someone is an influence to you. like our daily lives and the revolving earth, things change every milisecond. for the better or the worst. not much stays constant. human beings change for the better or the worst too. changing for a cause, for someone, for something, to be better, to get better, or to rebel.
dear diary. i have done alot lately. and have yet to find my identity. wanted to be the better, but kept falling into the open pit. is given a choice. i did choose. but end up taking back my words. maybe, its time i let myself think, of shutting myself up from those that i end up hoping for. or simply just shut-up. refrain from being too friendly. and listen to myself. listen to what i want/need. maybe. this way. i'll find what i really am.
tenterhooks
rainbow rush(:
