im indifferent.
As for now;
i can barely eat.just the sight of food makes me blerghhh.
i can barely think.cause its haywire.
i can barely talk.i have nothing to say.
i can't feel enough.im indifferent.
Labour Day;
met my pony.for that day i've discovered much i don't know.the walks around and behind the lanes.where everything is just one big connecting jigsaw.all was random.we is random.i'm happy.very happy indeed.
night was spent with Abg An.and brother.cause Abg An can now drive.he now will be known as 'uncle funkycurls'.cause he now owns a big messy curly hair.and talks like an 'ah-pek'.only darker skin not hairless malay version.jalan kayu till am.
hiddy,renie.sory made you wait.idk the plans :(
FriDay;
woke up late late.and late for doctor's appointment.was 45 mins late and got nagged.by the doctor.oh well.*like my father like that* collect pills.didn't take them though.got them stash away in the drawer.ugh.went for groceries with mum.she was pissy.oh.no.she piss me off.pissed.was suppose to mit hid at 3.but no txt.so.mmm.so met my pony at lavender.and he took me to some building where the view was spectacular.it was high up.and to be true.i felt a little dizzy.poipoi.poiyee.and i had fun at climb asia.the kids were darn adorable.they made me laugh=D
gp;come on.don't get angry already.i'll get you your fav tiramisu tmr okayy=)your silence rabak seh. (its in a 'come on...' tone.)
for now;
its silent.
i'm not use to this.yes.i sometimes forgot where my heart is.
rainbow rush(: