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Saturday, July 28, 2007

WE'VE GOT SOME STRAIGHTENING TO DO...

Yeah..That for sure..and i meant it for myself..gosh! this week has been full of anger..sadness..confusion..im not sure what i want and im confuse for who i am..i dun noe who my REAL FRIENDS ARE..im not sure if my life is alright..all i want to do is be alone..noe my inner self..shud i seal myself and be pushed around by those who are called 'FRIENDS' OR MORE LIKE UNGRATEFUL PEOPLE..i dun wish it to go on and yearn for all to be alright like bafore..but will i fail again and will time fly and make me stupid and dumb enough to fall for my friends...they sait i can't leave this going on,but what should i do...'let it go' they sait..you deserve better people around you...but the guilt stays if i leave them..is this what life is?? i feel like running not turning back searching for the one person to talk to and listen to every heartful hurt i've been thru...i yearn to sleep an endless one not wanting to wake up again...i yearn to know myself inside out and move on with my life...not attention is what i seek..only loyalty as friends and treating me like any other human beings is what im looking for...i do have feelings to..and shouting at me won't solve anything more hurting...if suicide is legal i'll be dead by now...every thought of what i am kills me inside...my life's not perfect and i an't do much to fix that...all i want is just some appreciation and respect as your friend...IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? i think im sick too...and if i change for the better,i hope things will be alright...I HOPE..



does treating me this way makes you feel happy?think about it..are you happy now that im not...................................................................

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