we were once stronger than this.
finally, had the registration for semester two done. decided to take up western painting for cross-disciplinary elective since printmaking classes is already full. and got the tuesday morning slot since there's no class on that day. so, yeah(: can't wait for the start of semester two. oh, anyway, im kind of involved in this teambuilding thing for school sometime during the second week of january and might stay-over in school for the thing though. lets see what's going to happen when 2009arrives. sheeesh, im feeling so lazy with this cold, sleepy weather going on everyday. anyway, work was great yesterday. since its xmas, and our pay got doubled. very psyched(: so, the crowd wasn't bad at all, not tooo crowded but just nice. atleast there's customers to attend to every now and then is good enough for me. and so after all the cleaning up the crew had a 'mini dinner'.lol! nothing beats eating leftovers with the raddest crew around. despite the very spicy-chilli-padi dishes that got my insides fired up, we had lots of fun talking nonsense?!? and thanks to the fiery dishes, my stomach got real bad and i have to go report to the toilet every now and then -_-"
dear friend, why so serious? if it wasn't meant to be. be it. for we have our own ways, and lets not get entangled in this mess that you're trying to start. it's better off this way and i like all the things you said. but. im still searching. searching a part for you to be taken in. in here. let time tell where we should be. for now we're no more than friends, a well-known stranger(:
rainbow rush(:
merry xmas!
i have a blank mind on.
i have nothing to think about.
no shit to worry.
and this is frustrating.
i need to think.
calling for something new.
run over something's done overdue.
shit.
this sucks.
but look at the brighter side.
the year's coming to an end.
less than a few weeks we're counting.
so fret not, changes coming.
be patient.
surprises awaiting.
rainbow rush(:
second post for tonight. the reason is because im freaking boring and the phone's isn't communicating like it use to tonight. must be an early night today. heh. atleast im chatting, so yeah. what do i have in mind.. okay, new year's eve celebration. i need suggestions! well, so far a friend has suggested going to the floating platform thing that's gonna held some celebration thing. but, nah. too formal, where there's shows and you have to sit and stare at whatever's going on onstage. boring! chilling will be more of the idea. lets all go to where we can see the fireworks. well, an awesome display of fireworks is a way to start off the new year. and i still have resolutions to question myself. and fam will held a one night thing and some random park during the very-off-very-weird hours to talk about the upcoming years and all. just like we did every year end. boring huh?! but its cool, i love late night outings. so, considered excused. for now, i need to think of them resolutions..
maybe i'll go with..
1) to earn bucks for repeat module. (fck shitzxzxzx!)
2) concentrate during class in whatever condition. -_-"
3) no more late night stay-ups. (this one no promises)
4) stop puffing already!
5) start drinking already! (no!no!im bluffing!)
6) keep my hair long. (?!?!?!?!?!)
7) no boys allowed. (bullshitzxzxzx. im not turning gay la!)
8) oh! read more books.
9) do the comic thing project! (oh yes!yes!)
10) be nice to mother and especially father. (respect.respect.)
this is about only what i can think off. does the number goes by priority anyway? oh who cares. but if it does, number 1 will stay put. but 10 definitely need to be brought up. lol! eh, who says im disrespectful?? i just need to IMPROVE. yeah, that's the word. (:
rainbow rush(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE DEAR!!
finally a day spent at home with no distraction. i really don't know what to plan for the future, what with 2008 coming to end end in less than a month's time. well, about 2 more weeks to be exact. err, correction. LESS than two weeks. and holiday trip is cancelled, thanks to brother and his idiotic self. nevermind, he promised me a trip to the movies this coming week and a trip to phuket sometime next year. hopefully, everything will go on okay and may the plans be fulfilled! lol! im sooo looking forward to the thailand trip, and brother is so dead if it wont turn up alright. i was thinking of coming up with a series of comic. haha! its kind of random, but mother always reminds me to go for what plays the best interest in one's heart. and illustration is what i look up to now. drawing always keeps me busy for hours, never mind the food and stuffs. it just keeps me going. not taking note of whatever around me. and i got a main character ready to be sketched for a comic strip. just need to do more research i think. and again, a friend says, there's so much your heart desire, how far would you go to reach for it? and yes, i question myself that too. heh.
so long suckers!
rainbow rush(:
oh so tired. finally a day off tomorrow(:
got to do some catching up very soon, im starting to miss the weekend outings.
and im stuck with someone who has nuts for brain.
this is random. say, does anyone even misses the periodic table from secondary school, or even composition??! -_-"
rainbow rush(:
dailys.
ohyes, so i thought of getting a new job for the holidays and maybe get lucky for more fulus. so, i decided to tag along my brother and his friend for some flyer distributing thing. the job goes like this, you have to go house to house of every blocks and put them flyers on those gates. it wasn't much of a hassle but its like exercising. since we have to start off at punggol, its quite tough to cover the whole of punggol in a week. well, ridiculous actually. this week is rather tight with the flyers job in the morning, a 3 hours rest at home and continuing with my usual job from six till closing. well, RT isn't that bad since its the holidays season and we usually get to hit the sales target these few days. despite the draggy wait for customers. the crew has been great too supporting one another despite the very sucky management. i was thinking of holding on to the job for some time now, but guess what, they're going to close down that outlet im working in and moving on to a new one at clementi. the whole of us decided to get a new job and leave the running of the outlet to its sucky management. work yesterday is quite interesting with the crew talking about marriage. since my manager is getting ehem, older, by the years and did not want to get married but wants a child of her own, they were fussing to her to get married and stuffs. and out of the blue, my collegue, zai came and ask me this, "huda, what's the ideal age for a girl to get married?" i got quite startled so i questioned if he's planning to get married anytime soon. before giving him any chances of answering to my question, i asked him how old is he. 18. and he answers so seriously, "i'm thinking.."..sheesh! zai is very weird yesterday..haha! and we had our usual dinner after that. and yes, im hooked to mister mystery's daily jokes. oh madness!
ily jigsaw.
rainbow rush(:
what is that we had to take us further than what we have now.
i give you this to answer.
if going on means sacrificing what we have seen.
best we bury all grudges deep under our feets.
and time will tell if something needs attention.
for they teaches us the definition of patience.
all it needs now is some space to breathe.
and i hope it turns out well.
rainbow rush(:
camping triiip.
everything turns out to be fine despite the very strong wind that almost cause the tent to fly away. first day was great, and as usual i have to be the one to start the fire on the charcoal and do the barbeque while the rest helps in keeping their stomach full -_-". ohwell, even that i have to keep guard at night accompanied by the awesome cousins when my lappy's batt finally died after an hour. had a great time talking about animals(?!), ghosts, experiences and we had ourselves to scare on the way to the toilet at about 2 in the morning. at the shade nearby ours, lying asleep is this man who clad himself in a long white cloth. god! all of us screamed and that kind of startled him and those nearby.heh! silly. we all fell asleep eventually lying on the open mat under the dark shady trees. waking up to the morning sunlight, we got ourselves changed and off we get into the high tide sea water. awesome i say, but after that i got sunburnt. sheesh. it hurts so bad and now im a tone darker. nice -_-. after cleaning up, i decide to take a short nap cause my head was hurting so badly while the rest had their lunch under the shade. so, i was lying by the shade's pillar falling asleep when a sudden rush of heavy rain poured in. all of us got drenched! the wind was blowing way too hard that the rain got the best of us. all the bags and evrything there got wet. and i was just asleep a second ago, waking up all drenched in rain water! hmph! then there's like a mini pool around our shade where the rain water collect and it feels like just getting out of the shower again. and whatever's dried is back wet again. we got so fed up, wwe decided to pack up and got home. home sweet home. now every part of me as aching, and i've been sleeping more than before. the fam is switching to chalet next year instead of camping. yey them! but i'm still stuck with the 'barbeque-er' task. FISHCAKE!
one night only
rainbow rush(:
3:28 am.
its getting cold in here with the air-con on. and im not even halfway asleep. mother and father is getting all excited for the annual camping trip. surprisingly, they had a whole list of stuffs all written down on a nice clean sheet of white paper. father even gone to get an inflated air bed. and i am freaking moodless for all this. all i want to do now is lock myself up, kill time sleeping, not thinking of whatever i have in mind, and do lots and lots of drawing. and sadly, its getting to the mid month soon, and im still jobless. shit, i need to save up. there's so much thing to do in time to come. and mother keeps on reminding i have to work for what i want. yes, thank you. i so need that -_-'
rainbow rush(:
this just sucks.
looking back to what we've done, i should have not got myself involved in the first place. what the fuck was i thinking. i shouldn't have let you start talking. what the fuck was i thinking. now i don't even know what i want from this. fuck. this just sucks.
rainbow rush(:
the late-
grasping breath..
prayers followed..
around her they recite..
the sister-
lying wide awake..
tossing and turning..
her heart heavy..
the late-
calling for her..
she wants her near..
her request followed..
the sister-
head spinning..
she fell asleep..
waking to the call for prayers..
the late-
seeks forgiveness..
gasping for dear life..
her eyes clouding with tears..
the sister-
reciting her prayers..
"i clear all grudges against her.."
"god, let her go.."
the late-
at her last breath..
she passed on..
on her death bed. her wish fulfilled.
rainbow rush(:
another daily story.
overslept again due to the late night laughs from the very hilarious japanese game show. great time i had laughing my ass off with sister and brother and with daniel on the phone. irritating it seems, he makes a good companion. lol. and cause mother made me wait for her to come home so late, i left her to meet up with bestie and monster. awesome people. well. was suppose to get to work, but the rain dragged me to laze and instead of heading to work, i spent half a day crapping nonsense about 'abang bodys' with them. lol. and i had jellies, minus the part where those two kept on staring at me eating them. nincompoop..
and more hangout later at starbucks with fiee and nuzzy. and add on to nurul's cousin that was also there too. and nurul herself and friend melissa. oh, a good day(: can't wait for tomorrow!
rainbow rush(:
a working day. no hassle. just so relaxed. not tired. just a little bored. the crew makes good dinner company. exceptional, the spicy dishes. heeh. nincompoop is awake and amoroused?? madness. this is chaotic. lol!
rainbow rush(:
