all was chaotic.

i dream i ran from the scene, only to find myself in a darkened somewhere.

with sweat dripping from my forehead, i squinted at someone/something coming close.

it ask for forgiveness.

it ask for to save the world.

it ask for changes.

"before its too late"

it said.

and i woke up at the roar of thunder from the morning sky.

gosh.

and the call for change.

dear all, do your part for the earth. even how little it might be. take care of these grounds you're standing/living on. this place called earth, is something extraordinary that exist both you and me. be thankful. be grateful. appreciate it for all its worth. for god is great,it can take away everything you have in a blink of an eye. stop them pollution, burning of whatsoever, littering of whatsoever, thoses CFC chemical, bombings of where ever, war between those whose blood runs the same colours as yours.

for the earth. the community. for you and me. and those loved ones.

this calls for a big change.

awareness is for all.

anyway. its daddy's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

i love you even how much i hate it whenever you nag mooore than mother(:

but she got hurt again

and again

when will it ever be different

for she says she is fine

everytime

though it cuts deep inside her

for she cry of what she feels at that very moment. its heartbreaking to see someone close to you shredding tears. of what remained the past that hit her within seconds.

opposite sex causes heartbreak. well, not all. but most. pure jerks. no part of it is funny and playing around means everything to these people. disappointingly, we're being played like puppets. clean ones when given to them. but thrown a around or left unattended when got bored of. guys has shit in their brain. for some fucking reason or another.

use your fucking brains to think. and you will say 'why would we even care?'

and i shall say 'why even think of getting in our pants?'

that might just be what you fucking care for.

jerks.

this species called male are no difference compared to every single one of them.

like the sun and the moon

all revolves

when the stars appear

you'll know night falls

i've learnt that festive season like this brought family/friends ties closer together.

filling the empty gaps that were once hollow between us.

losing people around you due to their fate or foolishness.

opened up my eyes and learn to know appreciation.

appreciate and treasure those around you.

despite their flaws.

dont take them for granted cause anything can happen anytime/anywhere.

to my friends;

i seek forgiveness, if ive somehow one way or another ive hurt you both physically or mentally.

to my close ones;

i seek forgiveness too. despite being close and words are shot anyhow/anyway. i seek forgiveness. and i thank god for having people like you around. i can never ask for any better.

and someone'll say;

FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET!

to those who have left us;

thank you for opening up my eyes and learn from what have happened.

may god bless you.

a message for a school friend;

it hurts so much to hear about you acting this way towards us who are close to you. worst, we go through thick and thin with you despite the few months we knew each other. we are all humans and we have flaws. yes, we're slow, but that doesnt make you the right to discriminate us. maybe you were slow in realizing were in the process of learning.

for god's sake, listen to yourself say and realize how much you've been a heartache to us.

anyway, thank you for being a friend for this few months.

though it havent been a good one.

to mother;

thank you for being there all this while and understands me. even how much i hate you for making me peel a bagful of onions till 2 in the morning. sheesh!

for all;

I LOVE YOU.