from ear to ear.
corefest was so good.its awwesome.yeyey!the crowd.the song.the atmosphere.gahhh.powerful!bt.so hot laalala.should put up more aircons next time.okok.shut the hell up already.woohoo!saw jon hardcorerabbit and kamal hardcorerabbit.huahuahua.kamal's hair and self never change one bit.hoho.as for jon.no comments.i swear gaypartner and me was talking about him the night before.ehem.spooky.
anyway.met some great people.and finally.socialising.ok.sounds so foreign :|
credits to this ppl for making my sunday great;
hid.lin.denise.tasha.RA.shyla.and some other few.shit.i forget their names.heh
back home i cant sleep til 5 in the morning.thanks hid.for the time.i can feel it now.im so messed up.
and i think i've made up my mind.i'll only be working till the end of june.i think.need to get a new job now.
and i'll be alright.
rainbow rush(:
thank you.goodbye.
everyday is getting mundane.
so fucking mundane.
that i wanna drown in my sleep.
oh.shit.
i can't drown when there's no water.
who am i kidding.
told you i'm a kuku.
ok.
i kid.
;tmr.COREFEST!!
;monday.i don't wana go to the 8am meeting.please.i can't wake up that early to far east.grr.
i miss you :| / :( / :)
rainbow rush(:
pfffft.
wasn't a good day today.blame it on the hot wheather.so,cooked.waited for mum and dad to get home.and back to bed till 4.hehe.damn lethargic.was suppose to get out to amk ramen ten for general meeting by 430 cause its startin at 5.instead took my own sweet time and hailed a cap at 5.hmmmph.
turn out the general meeting wasn't general at all.all about service,FnB.blah blah blah blah.
finished about 50 minutes later.and i have nothing up my head.cannot absorb.shhesh!
then surprise call from an old friend;haizann.
met for "tea" at starbucks.blardy.its coffee okay.not tea.
cheesecake.
talk.
blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.
okay.haizann boring today.
hunting around cp.literally walked around cp twice.for no apparent reason.
talk.
blah.blah.blah.
got home.
and found Funkycurls raiding my room.damn you.my books/stuffs is evrywhere.and i have to clean them up myself.thanks alot.you rock my stokings.
so.was cleaning up and run thru my secondary school yearbook.damn.i miss school.i freaking miss everyone/everything.
hidayah.renie.danny.diana.nadia.jannah.maisarah.liyana.kavitha.bhavani.qianci.fion.liping.
fashli.abdillah.jacob.qhaizul.danial.khairul.hakim.shazni.pee kiong.kenny.
okay.EVERYONE.i forgot their names already.shit!what a loser i am.
for now.i can't probably sleep with Funkycurls around,cause he's staying over tonight.and they're watching dvds on the highest volume.grrrr
the last time he was here,the door/tv/windows/comp/whatever appliances was switched on till the next morning.
ok.i kid :)
i want to fly to somewhere.
and never come back.
rainbow rush(:
hellow there.
saturday.
Had a blast of great time.even though the morning sucks cause mom kept on calling to do chores and whatsoever,went off to bugis at about 230 for brother and sister's shopping spree.ok.not so spree.just to shop for their needs.haha.met gaypartner there.hunt for sibling's stuffs,Ljs.chowder chowder(haha!hid.cannot chowder.lol!)literally ran to bugis junction for toilet.dang.thanks eh.so gay.
So.got brother and sister to library and off to music garage for RA's gig.kill time just lazing around.thanks to hid,i got punched and slapped by her a zillion times.damn.it hurts.(iyee.)and fahmi is so irritating with free tissues being thrown around and his sick sick childish habits.eww!oh yeah.i've yet to talk about the tissues issues.so.me and hid went to 7-11 to get sweets and decided to get tissues too.so,they sait its sold out.well,alright.went to the back and decided to get tissues from cheers instead.and this lady/men/ladymen on the counter went;"you beli satu pack la.i jual 70 cents aje.kalau u beli 2 packet dah 80 cents.ni kalau u beli yang 70 cent dapat banyak." and i went; "err...".ok.one thing i find he/she/heshe kinda cute.so gentle.hahaha!ok.so gay.no i mean the way he/she/heshe talks..errr.
Okay.so the gig was awwesome.many hot stuffs.stuffs okay.stuffs.RA was awwesome.Shyla 1st June eh.(yeyey!)made new friends; Tasha and Roxanne(planning for 'kenduri'?!).they were not that bad after all.well.not bad i say.not bad.
so.met brother and sister and home we went.yeyey!
next week.can't wait for CORE FEST!
sunday.
mundane.only to consumer's exibition thingy at night.airport,fetch brother.fooding.happy-happy.
monday.
work.tiring.not quite.fun.melvin gonna work until friday only.tsk.tsk.i'm so gonna miss him.NOT!ok.i kid.i will miss him.he crap good until i choked on my ramen.thanks eh.lol!
today.
mundane.mundane.alone.galilee alone.stencils for tee's.mundane.happy-happy.
random.
i will fall for you
rainbow rush(:
so.do you feel immense now.
after 4 days straight of waking up early morning for work,mum made me do it again this morning for her daily groceries.dang.can barely open my eyes and spent about minutes dozing off at the toilet bowl.errrrr.okay.its the truth.no need to hide.shameless!hehe.
so went back to serangoon secondary for some testimonial stuffs and all.then to ntuc at hougang mall.hot hot whether today.grr.and mum have to irritate me about going here and there.haiyaa..told you i'll get pissed easily when the whether's no good.nvm.and so waited for dad to get food for half and hour.and off home.
met gaypartner for hunting and off to peninsula to check out the shirts pricing.mcd's at marina.one thing i found there is that,almost all the male staff there looks the same; shaped eyebrow,girlish looks.they look kinda pretty too.not handsome.its pretty.pretty males.heh.crap so much until i can't laugh no more.thanks eh.so walk and get back to cp.chill out.anyway.where got no life.we is have life.i think.yes we do.dang!
went home.and mum was pretty happy i got home early cause she's home alone.haha.she made hot barley.so i got drunk on barley watching white chicks.
sprained my leg while trying to do a 360 turn.and banged on sister's head twice.not on purpose.she was being a dweeb trying to 'manja-manja' with me.eww.lol!so gay.so gay.
and my comp sucks!big time.i want a new one soon.heh.a laptop maybe.
um.father....
get better :)
rainbow rush(:
GONE TO MARS!FOREVER.
you've changed.idk.
rainbow rush(:
haiyayayai
saturday was spent with my 2 favourite girls.amely and hid!went to peek on the Peepshow's EP launch.it was AWWESOMME.sangat awwesome.and was suppose to meet arfake at scape.but have to get home early as hid wants to catch 'home sweet home' and im kinda lethargic too.so got back to cp for food and such.met famly on the way home.and so joined them for pasar malam walk and bumped into my primary school mates!haha..happy skejap.lol!end the day with 'home sweet home' in brother room and got scared alone.so kental la!
yesterday met dear pony in the morning.'played poi'.haha.got home and funkycurls wants company to clementi to get his friends stuffs.so got picked at 3 with uncle's SUV and off.clementi and to marine parade to get 'sarah' present.and we started arguing about 'mini cooper'.
and so i got this convo with funkycurls goes like this;
FC-eh.i wanna get the new mini cooper yang besar siket nye.
-ape seh.mini cooper yang besar siket nye?!
FC-the slightly bigger one la.the new one.the medium cooper.
-since when there's 'medium cooper'?!
FC-noo.its "medium cooper".the size only..
-oh..yalah.but the name still mini cooper what!
FC-yaa.but its just the medium cooper i want.
-errr....
and thats how funkycurls works.
so met parents at courts tamp to look for stuffs.and dad wants a new HD tv.and i asked for an ipod nano.lol!fooding and home to sleep.
and today was surprisingly surprise!was fcuking lethargic at work and got home finding the house empty.pissed.after an hour dad got home grinning from ear to ear.he finally got his HD tv.and surprisingly.he got me an ipod nano!like yey.okay.its YEYYEYEYEYEY!!and its green.actually,blue preferred.but still.THANKS DADDY!!!!!
for now.i dunno what to do.dunno how to think.what to think about.maybe sorry for those i've disappoint.im sorry terribly sorry for being this way.i can't impress everyone all at once.im sorry for being a jerk.
nothing more.
rainbow rush(:
Fly Kite Fly!
The whole of today was spent at ECP.went to bank early morning with mum to settle some stuffs and off to gran and then got dad to fetch us to ECP.like YEY!so.i'm currently reading this book named 'the kite runner' and the feeling of playing kite came around.so.yeah.from 12 in the afternoon was trying to get the wind direction right cause my kite kept on spinning and hitting the ground.and so i spotted another kite soaring way high up there.and i figured that the guy/girl playin it must be some where near the coastal lines.and yes.my kite fly high!way way way high.haha!and im psyched.fcuking psyched!so the kite flying went for like an hour and followed by intervals where my brother took their turns.then i flew it till almost dawn.made brother buy his own kite to fly cause he was bugging me too much.lol!
the cousins was suppose to come too.but its friday and there's always plans for them.
and i so gonna kick funkycurls's ass for playing miss calls on me.grr
and so i coil back the string at 7 and slept with music blasting in my eardrums and brother came round and bought me mcflurry to shut me up(i was singing caliban-goodbye.lol!thanks arfake.) till dad came around to fetch.
then dad went; so you wanna go fly kite next week?i'll take you here.
*wink.wink* LIKE YEY!
p/s;next time someone said 'go fly kite!' to me.i'll do it.no questions asked +D
i miss you.poipoipoipoi.
rainbow rush(:
oh crapppp.
work was tiring yesterday.and it sucks to be doing closing on your own when customers come barging in at the last minute.grr.i feel like quitting work now.hmmph.dad was late again.and umm.i made friends with a drunk man.well.half drunk.errr..
and so an 'old-pal' contacted me back.was kinda psyched.its beeen soo very loong back when i'm 15 i think?okayy.this is so random.
i woke up from a nightmare today.and its not a nice one.call it nightmare.duh!
i don't want to work taday.i have no blardy mood.no mood.no mood.no mood.arghh! pms.
i fcuking want you tonight
rainbow rush(:
i hate myself.
i dont know why.maybe i just think too much.way way too much that i just hurt myself sometimes.every small little things that happens effects me.and i can't take my mind off it easily.and this sucks big time.cause when you think and think it'll be depressing.okayy.im not depress.maybe just paranoid.damn.this habit!im fucking paranoid.fuck.i hate myself.
treat me like shit.i appreciate it.
rainbow rush(:
new.
so.last post was over at 'uncle funkycurls'.and he deadly piss me off.i can even stab him with a fork.assholic.thank god almighty i crash his com with pop-ups.take that!
and so.aunt held a gathering.and it bore me like hell.so.went to chat up with the cusins by the balcony.they were chaotic.too noisy.practically the old folks and these young ones were raising their voices to winning.grr.then tragedy strucks.when one of the cusin shouted; 'MPKL!Pakcik kau, bapak aku bodoh.Nenek kau punye nenek betol.' and silence fall.all over the house heads started to turn.they gawp.their breath got caught.and the vulgar cusin goes; 'Opps!Kuat eh?!'
and from behind i went; 'LIKE DUH!'
so....it went like that.the silence interval went for like seconds and the chaos started again.like wet market.only that the floor is dry and clean.
and then i gave up.walk out off the door and share a smoke with funkycurls.only this time he was more quiet.well.not really.singing on top of his lungs malay emo songs.lucky thing he got a nice voice.
well.not that smoke.where you suck and puff.im the second hand smoker.i smoke his smoke.get it?
how come you're different.
rainbow rush(:
im indifferent.
As for now;
i can barely eat.just the sight of food makes me blerghhh.
i can barely think.cause its haywire.
i can barely talk.i have nothing to say.
i can't feel enough.im indifferent.
Labour Day;
met my pony.for that day i've discovered much i don't know.the walks around and behind the lanes.where everything is just one big connecting jigsaw.all was random.we is random.i'm happy.very happy indeed.
night was spent with Abg An.and brother.cause Abg An can now drive.he now will be known as 'uncle funkycurls'.cause he now owns a big messy curly hair.and talks like an 'ah-pek'.only darker skin not hairless malay version.jalan kayu till am.
hiddy,renie.sory made you wait.idk the plans :(
FriDay;
woke up late late.and late for doctor's appointment.was 45 mins late and got nagged.by the doctor.oh well.*like my father like that* collect pills.didn't take them though.got them stash away in the drawer.ugh.went for groceries with mum.she was pissy.oh.no.she piss me off.pissed.was suppose to mit hid at 3.but no txt.so.mmm.so met my pony at lavender.and he took me to some building where the view was spectacular.it was high up.and to be true.i felt a little dizzy.poipoi.poiyee.and i had fun at climb asia.the kids were darn adorable.they made me laugh=D
gp;come on.don't get angry already.i'll get you your fav tiramisu tmr okayy=)your silence rabak seh. (its in a 'come on...' tone.)
for now;
its silent.
i'm not use to this.yes.i sometimes forgot where my heart is.
rainbow rush(:
Fly Kite Fly!