okayy.work was good.minus the 'no-customer' from 2 to 7!wadthetoot lar! Had kak noor and aida for first shift and was hectic!Not hectic as in work,but us ourselves..laugh and laugh and laugh!until Liling shot us her killer glare.haha!funny larr..and pre-closing that is called as 'sauce' is not sauce-y at all!its all wash here,wipe here,wipe there..grr..
okayy,my english sucks now!im gonna end this blogg here coz it kinda sucked!
don't say im stuck-up!this is MY blog mofo!
rainbow rush(:
maybe.
MAYBE i'm done being the goody girl. MAYBE i need to see thing in a different way. MAYBE i'm sick of being pushed around. MAYBE i'm not meant to be bound. MAYBE i want things going my own way. MAYBE i need to get hard and astray. MAYBE i'm done being good. MAYBE its time to be rude. MAYBE i'll be crude and nasty. MAYBE those bitch will listen to me. MAYBE i'll wipe these smiles,replaced them with sly grins. MAYBE this time i'll have more to win. MAYBE i'll go get drunk. MAYBE i'll go get stoned. MAYBE i just need to be left alone. grrr..gahh!
this one's kinda random.god knows i'll be like that.in the near future.
rainbow rush(:
Monday, February 25, 2008
im fugking bored.
I need to think.I seriously do.I have to idea whatever i'm into.And this sucks big time.I'm divided to stop work when the crew are getting friendlier as days pass.But,i'm getting sick of it!Ugh.I dun even know if i hate work anymore.Im confused.Shit!I badly need this to stop.This playing around,this free time,this cold treatment,this 'no joy' laughter.Its frustrating!Maybe,its just education that i miss.Ohno.Yes.I think its education.It has made me brain dead.And i hate the effect that it has on me!This is bad.Ohmy.
sorry i didnt notice.i was clueless.
rainbow rush(:
Saturday, February 23, 2008
confused.
Done groceries and played soccer in the rain and without the rain with loves.I think there's much more to life if you just open up your little eyes.Abg An sucks coz i sucks at guitar!UGH.
maybe one day we'll take back all this lies.
rainbow rush(:
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
so far so good.
Im freaked by freaks!I can't force myself to go out with a certain someone if that person makes me uncomfortable.What i meant is not comfortable in any way,more like irritating.I dun want to have long talks over the phone if the whole conversation is about that certain someone.IM SICK OF YOUR BULLSHIT.i can't pretend any longer,and maybe telling the truth does hurt right.I'll hurt you deeply if i have to stop this.You're just too insane to make me go through this with you.You're the loser.Not me.
and im thankful for all the good people around me.yes.i do.
rainbow rush(:
Monday, February 18, 2008
nothing more beats this.
I've found the shoe that i've been looking for.its KEDS!YEY!Im soo getting my hand on it after payday thats on the 7th..woohoo~but,maybe,should i get the shoe or bag or phone first???i need to save up for school!i can't let my parents pay for all of it,if the school fees are already bombed!oww man..
And im working tomorrow..shit!closing with maiya!DANGG!lucky thing there's shu zhen too..well,that's a YEY!woohoo~
i think im psych.someone said im cool.macam awwesomme.
i can never ask for more.
rainbow rush(:
Thursday, February 14, 2008
ONE NIGHT ONLY;George and Dan
rainbow rush(:
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
light headed.
Ugh.i think im lacked of sleep.i can barely wake up this morning.lucky i'll be doing the afternoon shift tomorrow,but still,im doing two shifts.even though the timing isn't that bad.and kak noor is working tomorrow!like YEY!haha...finally.maiya have been a bitch lately.like what was that suppose to mean.just so you now,i'll love to be fired and drop drinks on those people.kudos to liling for scolding her infront of me.HA HA.IN YOUR FACE BIATCH!ugh.i feel really sick now.and sorry if i dun feel like talking.i know i have issues.oh well. and i guess 'one night only' edit their song to a better one!AWWESOMME!!
sit there and judge me for the things that i say,you don't understand pain,i pity you aniway.
rainbow rush(:
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
two way compromise.
Yey!today is happy!haha..oh.maybe because i finally got to eat sushiessssssssssssssssssssssss!yum!brother was like;you work at a jap restaurant didint eat sushi there??like...NOT!
Monkey Boy is sick today and pretend to stay all healthy.haiyaya...sorry i have to work on 14th,full day some more.....ohmy.i dun wanna work with maiya around..makes everything so sickening!ugh.
Barely sleep yesterday and head kinda hurts in the morning..all due to the talks and mum waking me up at 6 just for prayers.alamak!
you make troubles seem so simple
rainbow rush(:
Monday, February 11, 2008
whoa.so bored.
Work is okay with mungents around.hehe!seriously,i guess i communicate better with them..hmm..and liling is a great supervisor..so cool!haha...they've been guiding me with the daily work for 3 shifts so far.and i umm...am thankful!haha!khairul wasn't so bad either..even though at first i thought he was kinda arrogant.oh well...am working at 5 today till 1030..yey!no closing for me today!wish the good mungents working today!teehee~
so sad.im bore.
rainbow rush(:
Saturday, February 09, 2008
there's so much difference now than before.
I don't know if there's something wrong now.ohmy.mum used to be very close to me,but since the counselling thing that we family attended last week end...she seems to drift apart.what hurts the most was when the counsellor asked her whom she was close to in the family and who she usually talked to.she said names and im surprised i wasn't one.i wish she'd know how shattered i felt that time.after all this years confiding in one another and telling her whatever's going on..i feel so useless now.i can no longer have long talks with her,it's somehow makes me feel...awkward..after the counselling thing,she was all cold to me,when its suppose to be the other way round.the way she is now is so much different than before.oh god..what have we become..
you were the best person that i loss
rainbow rush(:
Monday, February 04, 2008
moody shit.
Woke up at 8,clean up,chores and off to work.first day was rather ohkay only bored and the senior staff minah ferring super not friendly.come on.i thought people like you suppose to be friendly and open to all.don't go all "good english" with me.you're getting on my freaking nerves.
Learned a few and stand around alot!Liling asked to give away flyers.but i stand there stoned with the same number of flyers in my hands.ohmy.so dead.oh,is it just me?NOT.
2nd time searving drink,i spilled the tall glass of drink.like OHNO!good enuf it spilled to this super obnoxious customer.ughh.mungents will be mungents.you can't possibly widen those slit eyes.fucker!
The staff meal suck like hell.today's menu looks appetizing but tasted awful!its a big bowl of rice with scrambled eggs,chicken cutlet and green pepper on top.but i think the gravy spoil it.its yellow,and umm..kinda sweet and ughh!i only finished the chicken.:
Liling was quite nice even though i can't understand her english much.she seems to blabber and i can't make out whatever she said.sad case.and i suck at the ramen ten welcome greeting big time!aniways,thanks to liling,i got off tomorrow.shall apply to nafa!i've made up my mind.its worth a year of degree after the 3 years of diploma.even though it cost a little more.
tired,tired,tired
rainbow rush(:
Sunday, February 03, 2008
rainy days. Its been raining much lately and i think im getting sick.yesterday went to check out NAFA with hiddy and amely.guess three of us drained our energy laughing our butts off one another.crapping was awwesomme!sadly,i have to leave them for some people's wedding invites.ughh.so,from yesterday night till just an hour ago is spent going to wedding invites,totalling up to 3.im sick of crowds.
Starting work tomorrow and im dreading it.argh.i dun feel like working there animore after dad and brother talked about banquet waitress work and all.so awwesome!how come i didn't thought of it before??!!well,this ramen ten thing's worth a shot aniway,i'll give it 3 months to pass the probation time and i'll give it a second thought.wish me luck!
And im considering nafa to poly.i think if i made it to poly for the same course that's offered at nafa,i think im going just for the"poly" title.but,nafa'll save a year for the degree..kinda worth it,after 3 yrs of diploma,continue a year for degree and start working alredy..compared to poly where3 years diploma and 2 years degree..ohmy.
can i not go to work tomorrow
rainbow rush(:
Saturday, February 02, 2008
ya i dunno,i think he RAWKED HOT
rainbow rush(:
CRAMPS CRAMP-ING
Alamak..been having cramps since morning and it hurts like hell urghh...went for groceries with mummy early morning..and i enjoyed the bus ride much with mum's re-run of 'malin kundang'..haha..so cute! dad got us home and met 'mister gayboy' for marshmellows..urghh..i think the marshmellowsss made my cramp worst..ohmy.and it started pouring,and im flu-ing alredy...grrr.
The funniest thing was when it started raining and haizan's fon rang and i kind of excidentally drop a few marshmellows on the wet floor and put it back in the bag...when he came back,he just ate them up..but stop dead while chewing and sait;
"Asal macam basah-basah eh?Takkan tempias sampai dalam plastic.Or,is it just me?"
HAHA.so gay the way he talk plus the blur look on that face!
you made rainy days comfy
rainbow rush(:
HELLO.
I IS HUD
10.10.90
NAFA
AM FRIENDLY
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