holla..
historie lesson in lab, free period...awww!!!i bit mi lips!!!arr...its been goin on for 3 daes alreadi..luckily no ulcers involved..phew!been chewing on those gums lately..dats why the bitings..hahas!!hmm...well tese few daes have been fun..sad and kinda confusing..all in one i suppose..been goin home late all these while..have got to do the teachers' dae deco and all..helping fatin and jayna with the werds..haishh...i dun understand rafi shia...he wants fatin to sent in the proposal for the design but still he wants his idea..fine,we tried to make it presentable and nice but since he's the one who wants changes,then fine with it if he wants it that way..jay was so sad about the design that she changed yesterdae..mi plan was to draw on the cardboard and cut it out so it'll look more nicer with stars on the sides...but all their hard werk glueing the cardboard together was put to waste...so now we thave to save it for the sec 4s graduation day..haishh....!
went home at 8 yesterday..finally finished cutting out the werd and we're left with painting the werds...haishh..long long dat yesterdae..ahishh...todae parent meeting session..dad's kuming...haiyaa...scared sia..hoping mii resuls will not be that bad...guud luck to miie!!!whee...
taking caring alwaes
rainbow rush(:
holla...
darn tired!im sleeeepieee!!!and im in skool now..boring sia..bio class again in the lab-thanks ms lim!....been a long short dae..haha..im a goner..thinks gonna get fever soon..mi head hurts like hell...spinning uh..shitto..hiid's kwazzie todae..!giler..gotta go type on an essay bout 'smoking'???!
rainbow rush(:
hey ther peepoll...
its been great part of the dae...kinda dull but fun..ya what's not fun with mii classmates around??hahas...lol..liyana was damn crazie todae...otak biol sia..heesh..she was sooo happi in the sight of 'him'...haha..similarities i found ther...haha!!onli me and the rest noes...SHHHH..!!!we dun speak of em'..haha..seems dat hiid's plan for this sundae's gonna werk well..yahoo for them peepz..!!in the mean time,i dun relli find the time to be with mii ghurlfwens...hmm,i juz dun understand what's goin on now at the moment..everything's like been tearing apart dae by day...no more gathering..no more laughter..onli once in a while small talks and grinnings...it seemed sooo WEIRD!you noe as in among us ghurlfwenss..haish...missh the timess lotsaa...!! but come to think of the situation, i dun have much to sae do i??as i have mii new classmates that are dearly peepoll that i have yet met..lol! serious,overall thinking...i never felt a-part of em' after all this tyme...they're alwaes ther to be with and alwaes a shoulder and and ear to be shedding tears and laughter to..i dunnoe why but seems that a second without them meant the most...its not that i dun bother about mii ghurlfwens nomore..its just dat...DIFFERENT...mii ghurlfwens are those who are fashion concious...comment-able peeps..wher every single move and things on you counts for them..well..not all..but mii darlinks seems to accept whoever for who they are and what they are...simply,NO WORRIES!haishh..i dunno... i felt soo 'serba-salah' when leavin fa and zak alone...its there's no more to sae...ryte...i dunno if they felt the same wae to me...oris it im alredi get used to em avoiding me in the very first place???im sory sha...im sory fa...im sory zak...we're seem sooo close but yet sooo far for mii to catch up on stuffs with you guys...i dun wan to be the one ending up all disappointed...drn..i dunno wad im talking about..maybe im just,CONFUSED....
IM MESSED UP...IM TANGLED IN THIS FRIENDSHIP THREAD...SORROW...HURTFUL...CONFUSED
rainbow rush(:
hey there.....
in skool now,biology period..super bored.we have to do research on 'coronary heart disease'..haishh...dun we have anithing better to do??!!im hungryyy...hahaha!!stomach's been growling and mi eye lids are closing...sleepie sia..! im tired...had mi POA test juz now,dunno how to do...haishh...well,i kinda noe lar actualli,but guess i screwed it up..HAIIYOO!! marshmellowss....haha...mi classmates are such SWEETTOOTHSS..!!!heeesh...big risk's gettin diabetis..hahas!!weii..till here..ar..gota catch things up...ciaoz...
early in the morn...i saw you...u made mi dae...smiless...wadever...
rainbow rush(:
Eyyy ya..
now mii lyfe's a total wreckage!!wad's happening...bro's not home..nenek's in trouble..we are in trouble..fark em' hu did this to us..!!god..doesn't this seems to get loose alreadi..i can't take it nimore...i hate miself for failing mii social studies paper-BADLY!! i hate miiself for disappointing ms.see...sadly,she won't be teaching us any longer..well,due to her labour leave..and worst is that she'll gona make a relief teacher take over us..darn!dats gonna be super bad..!haissh...well,wad more do i have to sae..hmm...had not enuf sleep yesterdae..sleep at 2 in the morn..??haishh...we've been thru some shit mess now...granny's been cheated on this motherf***** who make her sign papers on phone bills,on 3 fones summore...blardy!why must everything be so messed up in a dae...now,mum and the rest was off to settle the case wif the police...granny was so stubborn still,still dun wanna listen to us..i can't relli sae much coz i dun wanna hurt her feelings and respect her decisions...arrgh!!! the thought of mi ss marks's killing miie!!!i dun wanna fail mi humans...bad enuf i've failed mi english..well nt dat badly though,only by 2 freakin marks...im soo miserable...shitto...friendster's under construction..had mii blog skin changed...whee..!ya..piss off seyy..haha..mondae last xam..that shitty POA..!!i wanna drop that subj,still dun get it why alota ppol sae its the easiest to score...hmm..gonna get mii priorities straight!waiting for mii WAKE UP CALL!!!!!haha...till here den..i've gotta sort things outx..!
sit by the window...watching the stars...asking why...why must this happen...do i have to find the reason why...
rainbow rush(:
Elloz..!!
YEY!!!SUM OF THE EXAMS RESULTS ARE OUT ALREDI!!!haha...first tyme sia happie..haha...so far so guud....passed mi chem..maths..malay..whee...bio..alamk..just fail...haiyaa...nevermind,better luck next time..heesh!!..for the past few week been supa beezee..and cunfusing..hmm..i've got sumone in mii mind and im not sure about it..if he's still waiting for dat sumone or not..hmmm..IM CONFUSED!hiid and miiself have been going thru this thing for a while now...darn...!hmm,i miss mii friends..!!all this tyme i've been wif mi classmates..well,i dun have no choice do i...wadever lar..!haha...todae was the best!everything went smoothly...well..not for the historie paper part..I SCREWED UP BIG TIME!!fine..fail again lorx..heesh,so easy for mii..hiid,nana,ninie was super krazie sia..notti pee-pol!!aikk....hahas...saw him ard juz noe..WHEEE!!!haha...he's so...i dunnoe..stop it lar huda!!liyana kena kacau rabak sia wif us..espacially wit miie..heesh..!!SHHHHH.....and he's was without the 'H'...hushhhhh...adek finally was nt dat malu of 'siti' alredi..hahaha!!wad oni...malu-malu..bkn die nk makan...lerr...adek was the most swiietest junior..hahash...onli she noes about the hougang kompang boboi!!hahaah...damn,i have to wait till disember for the next gathering...he's so CUTE!!!!and FRIENDLY summore!!!aww...eyy...haish...alar...hmm..i'm torn apart luh...dunno who to tink of...worried of hiid..guess she's onli tired..hmm..abg was a darn pain in the ass!!!he caused all the wreckage in this family...die if u want to..i dun farking kare!!u even did dat to nenek...how could you bas****..!!i hate any sight of ur name...!u still dun noe wad happen to mak dat tyme...and u've gt a freaking head and brain dat you can't use....shit you lar...hmmmshh...dats it...wadever's wit you....
...salahkan aku..mencintaimu..memilikimu..menyayangimu..jangan paksakan kita untuk selalu bersama..jangan paksakan kita untuk selalu mencinta...salahkah aku..mencintaimu..memilikimu..menyayangimu...???
rainbow rush(: